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Requiem

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A good friend of mine just decided to get off deviantart. It is kinda sad. She was one of the greatest artists i.ve ever seen. A wonderful person. Beautiful in body and mind. It is too sad. But yet, the account is not deleted yet.
www.xfreakquenz.deviantart.com was her account. She was desperate because of this caste system around here... As a new member, people rarely saw her page. Whilst others got many likes, she got rarely any. Whilst she tried to get the respect she deserved, she did not. I wish i would have written this earlier, for now it is too late to build up her ego. I loved her like i could have loved a friend, but now i feel like judas...
I am sorry for not having done everything which was in my power. I created this account, but yet i did not really help her.
I am sorry, mrs. xfreakquenz. I am sorry...
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First it comes to us without asking.
We are born into this life unasked.
After that, it seems like it doesnt want to leave us alone; following us in every corner, too slow when we want time to pass, and too fast as soon as it starts to become exiting.
Too sad, though, that time is not a person...
Many people would hate him/her, but a common enemy for the whole world would've been born...

nananananananana....
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Damnit...
How to say...
Pressure and emotions are two things I really dislike, which leads us to emotional thinking again...

I am sure nobody reads so it it wont matter anyways
The rest of you, just put it into google translator



Glückliche Menschen, freundlich und schön
Zeigen mir den Weg ins Glück
Den käuflichen Weg ins Glück
Doch komm und sieh, ich habe schon alles
Doch glücklich bin ich nicht
Geh´ich hinaus auf die Strasse
Seh´ich die Anderen
Auch sie haben alles
Bloss kein glückliches Gesicht
   -Calva Y Nada

Great writers. Wonderful meaning of words...
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Stolen from coralayton.deviantart.com/


Anorexia
[ ] You hate your body.
[ ] You have starved yourself.
[ ] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You need to be skinnier.
[ ] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny.
[ ] You skip at least one meal a day.
[-] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion. (I do have a minimum of calories)
Total: -1

ADHD
[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[X] You barely pay attention to anything.
[X] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[X] You seem to never sit still.
[ ] You talk all the time.
[ ] You need attention 24/7.
[X] You aren't very shy.
Total: 4

Bipolar Disorder
[X] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[X] You are very irritable.
[X] You barely get any or no sleep.
[X] You have very high self esteem at times.
[X] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[X] You have thought of/attempted suicide. (If you say you haven't ever thought about it you're either really lucky or a big liar)
[ ] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
Total: 6

Bulimia Nervosa
[ ] You've thrown up all your food at one time.
[ ] You thrown it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] You have little control over how you eat.
[  You use laxatives.
[X] You eat fast.
[ ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] You always say you are fat.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny.
Total: 1

Conduct Disorder
[ ] You are a bully.
[X] You threaten other people.
[X] You often find yourself in fights.
[X] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] You have raped/molested someone.
[ ] You destroy property on purpose
[ ] You always lie.
[X] You've stayed out all night.
[ ] You have/attempted to run away from home.  
Total: 4

Depression
[ ] You are always, or normally, feel sad.  
[ ] You always, or normally, are crying.
[X] You find no hope in your future.
[X] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[ ] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[X] You are anti-social.
[ ] You have low self esteem.
[X] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[X] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 5

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[X] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[ ] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[ ] You have harmed yourself.
[ ] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.  
[ ] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 1

Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[X] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can't escape. (Didnt happen in a longer time...)
[X] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[X] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[ ] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same sex.
[ ] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.
[ ] You are very shy.
[X] You often talk to yourself. (Inner monologue)
Total: 4
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